AFTER THE HOLIDAYS

WE HAVE LEARNED IN THE PAST THAT THE KIDS GET SPOILED BY PLENTY AT CHRISTMAS SO ALBERT AND I USUALLY GET THEM 1 BIG ITEM AND LRT THEM ENJOY THE REST OF THEIR GIFTS FROM AUNTS UNCLES GRANDMA'S AND SUCH
UNFORTUNATLY ALBERT LOST HIS JOB AT THE FIRST OF DECEMBER THE COMPANY SHUT DOWN AND OF CORSE I'M NOT WORKING YET SO THANK HEAVENS FOR MY DISABILITY INCOME, SO WE KNEW CHRISTMAS WAS NOT ABOUT GIFTS THIS YEAR I'M ODDLY AT PEACE WHEN IT COMES TO FINANCES I JOKE THAT THEY REMOVED MY WORRY SWITCH WHEN THEY CLEARED OUT MY BRAIN OTHER THAN ELEVATORS AND HEIGHTS NOT MUCH FREAKS ME OUT ANYMORE, BUT ELEVATORS AND HEIGHTS CAUSE ULTIMATE PANIC IN ME
SO CHRISTMAS WAS LOVELY THE GIRLS GOT PLENTY OF LOVE AND TOYS, ALBERTS FAMILY TRAVELED FROM SAN DIEGO THAT WAS REALLY FUN
NEW YEARS EVE THE FOUR OF US WENT DOWN TOWN TO THE FESTIVITIES OF SAINT GEORGE IT WAS FREEZING COLD, SO WE DIDN'T STAY FOR FIRE WORKS ALBERT GOT SPARKLERS AT THE STORE WE CAME HOME AND ACTUALLY STAYED UP TILL MIDNIGHT
MY NEW YEARS RESOLUTION IS THE BIGGEST I'VE HAD YET I PLAN ON GETTING MY DRIVERS LISENCE B Y SEPTEMBER WHICH WILL BE MY 30TH BIRTHDAY AFTER MY STROKE I WAS SO EXCITED FOR MY 30TH KNOWING HOW MUCH STRONGER I WOULD BE BY THEN I WAS RIGHT I STILL HAVE A MILLION THINGS I WANT TO DO OR THINGS I MISS SO MUCH, BUT I ALSO KNOW I HAVE ACOMPLISHED INCREDABLE THINGS IN THE TIME SINCE MY BRAIN BROKE, SO THIS YEAR IS MY YEAR TO PROVE MYSELF TO ME
MY ARM MAKES ME NUTS TO HAVE IT HANG THERE IS A CONSTANT UPSET TO ME ALTHOUGH I COULD NEVER GIVE UP HOPE OF GETTING IT BACK TO WORK IT'S EXTREMELY SLOW AND DIFFICULT, BUT I HAVE GAINED 4 MUSCLE MOVEMENTS IN IT WITH BIO FEEDBACK SESSIONS
I T HAD OCCURED TO ME ONE DAY THAT WHAT IF GODS WILL WAS TO LEAVE ME ONE SIDED FOR LIFE, AND I HAVE ALWAYS HAD TRUST IN GOD, BUT THAT THOUGHT DISTURBED ME, SO I TOLD TERESA, AND SHE SAID IF THAT WAS HIS PLAN HOW WOULD I FIND THIS AWSOME THERAPY THAT JUST HAPPENED TO BE ONE OF 17 IN THE COUNTRY IN MY SMALL TOWN THAT BROUGHT ME SMALL COMFORT
AS I START ANOTHER NEW YEAR OF RECOVERY I HAVE HIGH HOPES AND GOALS TO REACH
I AM GRATEFUL FOR ALL THE PRAYERS AND HELP I HAVE AND STILL DO RECIEVE
GOD BLESS, AND LOVE TO ALL
FROM TAMI