Monday, April 16, 2012

OH THE EXCITEMENT! I BOUGHT A CAR

FINALLY, NEARLY 4 YEARS AGO, MY WHOLE WORLD CHANGED, ITS BEEN INSANELY DIFFICULT, BUT I'M DOING 97% BETTER NOW, I HAVE BEEN WAITING TO ANNOUNCE 2 OF MY BIGGEST ACHIEVEMENTS SINCE AUGUST 2008, 1 I AM STILL WAITING ON AND THAT'S MY LEFT ARM, BUT 2 IS TO BE DRIVING, AND THOUGH MY ARM WOULD BE A MILLION TIMES BETTER, I HAVE ACCOMPLISHED THE LATER GOAL, DRIVING
THIS WEEKEND, I BOUGHT MYSELF A CAR USED BUT NEW TO ME A 2000 FORD TAURUS, IT'S JUST PERFECT FOR THE GIRLS AND I,AND SINCE THEY WERE JUST BABIES WHEN MY BRAIN BUSTED, THE IDEA OF MOMMY DRIVING IS MIND-BLOWING TO THEM, HA HA GET IT MIND-BLOWING
THIS GOAL AS BEEN IN THE MAKING FOR SO LONG, THAT IT DOESN'T SEEM REAL TO ME YET THE GIRLS FIRST REQUESTS, TO GO OUT TO BREAKFAST AND THEN THE MALL
I AM BEYOND EXCITED FOR THE FREEDOM AND INDEPENDENCE THAT WILL COME FROM HAVING A CAR AGAIN, AND AFTER BEING WITH OUT FOR SO LONG I'M EVEN LOOKING FORWARD TO BUYING GAS EVEN IF ITS NEARLY 4$ A GALLON, MY MOTHER TERESA KEEPS MENTIONING THIS TO ME ABOUT HOW AWFUL IT IS, BUT AFTER OVER 3 YEARS OF ASKING FOR RIDES, I COULD'NT CARE LESS ABOUT GAS PRICES ITS SEEMS SUCH A VALUABLE THING TO ME, AFTER BEING FORCE TO HAVE NO FREEDOM.

Saturday, April 7, 2012

2012 BIG CHANGES

on January 5th, due to some unpleasant situations, the girls and i had to move in with Alberts aunt Monica casados, and she happily welcomed us, its been such an enormous blessing, it took awhile but the girls and i have adjusted very well, they are happy and surrounded my TONS OF LOVE, i have been doing VERY WELL, healthy happy and strong, with out to much detail, we were living in a very unhealthy negative environment, david and monica don't have any grand kids yet, and it definitely shows that they just love having my girls as rental grand kids
BIGGEST NEWS OF ALL--, i will be buying a car very soon, i have taken and passed driving classes and did surprisingly well, i am very proud, to accomplish, one of my huge goals, and feel independent like i was before due to our new life of 2012, i have also become a single mom which naturally adds a new dimension to my recovery, i have to set new goals
- first is to get our own place for the girls and i
- i also plan on getting them in the same school for this fall
- i have no doubt that i can and will be an amazing mom
and accomplish all that is required of myself