Thursday, July 16, 2009

TAMI MADE IT TO A COMPUTER

TAMI MADE IT TO A COMPUTER FINALLY HI THERE EVERYONE MY LIFE IS ROLLING ALONG I HAVE HAD A FEW NEW THINGS MY ARM IS GETTING MORE MOVEMENT EACH WEEK LAST WEEK WAS HUGE FOR ME WE DECIDED TO TRY THE HAND FLEXORS FOR THE FIRST TIME AND I COULD DO IT WITH RELATIVE EASE WE WERE SHOCKED I WAS SO EXCITED THAT IF YOUR ON MY TEXT LIST I SENT YOU A MESSAGE RIGHT AWAY! AS MOST OF YOU KNOW GOING BACK TO WORK WILL DEFINITELY NEED BOTH MY HANDS & THAT IS ONE OF MY BIGGEST GOALS SO TO BE ONE LITTLE MOVEMENT CLOSER TO THAT WAS AMAZING FOR ME . I STILL HAVE A VERY LONG JOURNEY TO GET THE REST OF MY ARM WORKING WITH MY BRAIN ONCE AGAIN BUT I WON'T STOP TILL I GET IT AND CAN GO BACK TO DOING WHAT I LOVE SO MUCH &THAT IS MASSAGETHERAPY & HELPING PEOPLE WITH THEIR HEALTH I CAN'T EVEN DREAM OF DOING ANYTHING ELSE FOR A JOB. SO THAT WAS BIG EVENT #1 SECOND WAS MOSTLY FOR ME BUT IMPORTANT ALL THE SAME SUNDAY WE WENT TO ALBERT'S GRANDMA TONI'S HOUSE FOR THE DAY & OF COURSE WE GOT TIRED SO ELLA &I WENT TO LIE DOWN NO BIG DEAL BUT ELLA ACTUALLY CURLED UP ON ME AND SLEPT WITH ME & I WOKE UP WITH HER & THANKED MY GOD BECAUSE SHE HASN'T SNUGGLED WITH ME SINCE THE STROKE AND THAT TURNED OUT TO BE THE MOST HEALING NAP I'VE HAD SINCE LAST AUGUST. WHEN I HAD TO LEAVE MY ELLA WAS JUST A BABY &WHEN I CAME HOME SHE WAS GROWN &TALKING AND NOT TO FOND OF ME AND THAT HAS BEEN SO HARD FOR ME I DESPERATELY MISS MY LITTLE BABY I HAD ONLY STOPPED NURSING HER WEEKS BEFORE MY STROKE HAPPENED SO IT WAS HUGE FOR ME TO FEEL A BIT OF A BOND WITH HER AGAIN.I KNOW IT WILL ONLY GET BETTER FOR ME AND MY FAMILY BUT IT IS STILL VERY HARD EVERY DAY AND THE RIPPLE EFFECT FROM THIS HAS BEEN ENORMOUS, MY GIRLS CONTINUE TO MOTIVATE ME AND GET ME THROUGH JUST THIS MORNING LILLI SAID TO ME MOM YOU USED TO HAVE A BRAIN BUT IT BROKE AND YOU HAD TO GET SHOTS HUH? SHE CRACKS ME UP SHE HAD HEARD SOMETHING ON TV ABOUT A BRAIN. WE ARE ON OUR WAY TO MY BIO FEEDBACK APT. NEXT I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE WHAT MUSCLE I CAN GET WORKING TODAY!
GOD BLESS YOU ALL LOVE, TAMI & FAMILY.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Beautiful, Tami!
All our love, Beth and family

Anonymous said...

It's wonderful that you are making such progress! I miss you and your family!
much love,
Cousin Kristina

Anonymous said...

Hey,
Tami you are so amazing! Never ever
can I admire another human being as much as I do with you, considering
everything you have been through and
continue to go thru God does have a plan for you something extremely
beautiful because you dear are an amazing women. Love you Aunt Becky.

Anonymous said...

Tami,
What a special moment for you and Ella. I love to hear about your personal triumps with your girls. We love you, you are always in our thoughts and prayers!
Bernie & family