FINALLY BACK NOVEMBER 2012

WELL, FINALLY, I AM BACK TO UPDATE, IT'S BEEN 7 MONTHS, AND FULL OF SO MANY HUGE EVENTS, BIGGEST AND BEST, IS THAT IN AUGUST 2012, I WAS ABLE TO GET OUR VERY OWN PLACE FOR JUST THE GIRLS AND I, IT'S IN AN AMAZING CHILD FILLED NEIGHBORHOOD I HAVE NEVER LIVED IN SUCH AN AWESOME SAFE PLACE , WE HAVE 3 BEDROOMS 2 BATHS EVEN A GARAGE WHICH I HAVE NEVER HAD IN MY LIFE, AND IT'S ALL OURS, BEDROOM #3 IS "GRANDMA TERESA'S ROOM", AND PART TIME MASSAGE ROOM, I HAVE JUST RECENTLY   STARTED DOING MASSAGE 1 HANDED, AND IT FELT SO WONDERFUL TO DO WHAT I LOVE TO DO
                          4 YEARS!, IT WAS MY 4 YEAR ANNIVERSARY IN AUGUST MY LIFE IS NO WHERE WHAT I EXPECTED IT TO BE AT 31 BUT 4 YEARS AFTER MY BRAIN EXPLOSION, IT'S FULL OF AMAZING THINGS, UNEXPECTED THINGS BUT I AM VERY HAPPY, NOT AS HAPPY AS I WILL BE WHEN MY ARM WORKS, BUT PRETTY DARN HAPPY
                             4 YEARS 4 BIGGEST CHANGES
                              #1 I AM LIVING 100% INDEPENDENTLY, WITH MY 2 ANGEL DAUGHTERS
                              #2, I HAVE MY OWN CAR, AND CAN GO JUST ABOUT ANYWHERE
                              #3 I AM A HAPPY SINGLE MOM, RAISING 2 AMAZING LITTLE LADIES
                               #4 BOTH MY BABIES ARE IN SCHOOL, LILLI FULL-TIME 1ST GRADE, ELLA HALF DAY KINDERGARTEN, THEY ARE BOTH LEARNING TO READ WHICH IS SO DARN NEAT, EXCEPT THAT I CAN'T SPELL SECRET THINGS ANY MORE
                                       # EXTRA, I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO STOP USING MY CANE, WHICH MAKES ME FEEL A BIT YOUNGER, NOTHING SHOUTS OLD WOMAN LIKE USING A CANE, THE FIRST TIME LILLI NOTICE I WASN'T USING IT, SHE FREAKED OUT PANICKED, POOR GIRL THOUGHT STARTED CRYING THOUGHT I WOULD FALL, I HAVE TO CONVINCE HER ALL THE TIME THAT IT'S MY JOB TO LOOK AFTER HER NOT HER WORRYING ABOUT HER MAMA, AFTER MANY SUCCESSFUL TRIPS OUT, NEITHER GIRL WORRIES ABOUT ME, I CONTINUE TO GET STRONGER EVERY DAY,
                                           MY TO DO LIST IS STILL PRETTY BIG, BUT I AM VERY AMAZED AT MY LIFE NOW, AFTER SUCH A HORRIFIC LIFE CHALLENGE, BUT I AM TOUGHER THAN EVER
                                             I CAN'T PUT INTO WORDS, HOW FANTASTIC IT FEELS TO BE SO INDEPENDENT ONCE AGAIN IN MY LIFE, MY WORLD IS DEVOTED TO MY GIRLS, AND I LOVE EVERY DAY, NATURALLY I GET EXHAUSTED, AND BURNT-OUT LIKE SO MANY OTHER FULL-TIME MOMS, MY MOM TERESA GETS TO VISIT ONCE A MONTH, AND I TAKE FULL ADVANTAGE OF HER USEFULNESS, AND CONSIDER IT MY 2 DAY VACATION WHENS SHE'S HERE, SHE HAS HAD SO MUCH FUN DECORATING AND PLAYING DOMESTIC HOUSE WITH MY HOME WHICH HAS BEEN VERY BENEFICIAL TO ME, I KEEP A HELP-ME-TO-DO-LIST FOR WHEN SHE IS COMING, SEEMS WE NEVER HAVE ENOUGH TIME FOR ALL THAT WE WANT TO DO
                                                                     MY LIFE SEEMS VERY BUSY AT TIMES, YET QUITE DULL AS WELL, BUT ALL IN ALL, MY GIRLS AND I ARE EXTREMELY HAPPY
                                                                                                                    GOD BLESS
                                                                                                                                    TRULY TAMI